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| About me... |
Jill, is what people call me most. I'm 22, and currently from Arkansas. I was born in Lincoln, Nebraska, and pretty much traveled most of my life here and there.. and everywhere to be exact. One could say that i pretty much have alot of friends... or, maybe not. But, somehow, i've ended up here.. and here is probably where i will stay for quite some time. In my wanderings throughout this world, i've grown to be somewhat of a rebel. My friends i've encoutered and the animals i've met.. are quite interesting and have made me what i am today.. (which i am quite thankful for)... I tend to wander alot.. not only physically.. but emotionally and socially.. (well, try socially anyway). I am a person you'd consider... thoughtful. Literally thoughtful. I like to think, ponder, dream.. whatever you would like to call it. Some of my hobbies include .. art.. all art, any art you could possibly imagine, i love to do. Draw, paint, pastel, charcoal, oil, acrylic, sculpt, pottery, etc. My favorite artists are Picasso, Van Gogh, Monet, Ernest Quost, and Endia Bumgarner. I love to play guitar, which i have been doing for about 5 years. I prefer acoustic to electric, but either or. I also, again, like to play piano, which i have been doing for... hmm.. about all my life? Not quite sure on that one.. I love to read, and write.. and i like to think i can write poetry, but.. nah.. i'm not that good. Most of my favorite books are by Steven King and Anne Rice. I recently read a book by Kurt Vonnegut, and enjoyed it alot. It was called "Slaughter House Five". Don't let the title make you think otherwise. It's a book you have to have an open mind for, and it will end up great. The last book i read was "Violin", by Anne Rice, and i really liked it. I recommend that book to all how enjoy the classical music of Mozart, Bethoven, etc. I love music, Some of my favorites are: U2, Radiohead, R.E.M., Sinead O`Connor, Sarah Mclauchlan, Cranberries, Natalie Merchant, Ben Folds Five, Blink 182, etc. That sorta gives an idea of what i play on my guitar. I love cats.. Gus, Zoe and Gabriel (Gabby for short) in particular. And a new addition, Sadie (a.k.a Stick) They all have different personalities, and appearances. I suppose you wouldn't understand if i went on and on about them, so i will spare you. But, they are the best. :) And on to a different note... | |||||||||||||||||||
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"Girl" (true story) Utah bus station Her name is Kristen Hails from the suburbs of Chicago 25 Holds degrees in Philosophy and Economics Snowboards - She doesn't like Ani I did get her phone number. ~B.Y. (Untitled) Was it a mistake? Or did you mean to Make my heart bleed? ~b.y. (Untitled) And she's so bitter, She coughs up blood. ~b.y. (Untitled) It's a cloudy, overcast day But the sun still shines But not in the sky - In your eyes, In your smile, In your face. ~ b.y. (Untitled) She thinks i write - Sick, twisted, vulgar poems And i smile. I take it as a compliment. ~b.y. (Untitled) It's her toes, It's her feet, It's my fetish. ~b.y. "The Cynic" I've never been in love Fought it, Denied it. I will kill it - If i have to. ~ B.Y. "GO" A revelation A dawning on this morning of May I see I say I me I my Stop Go Fresh Flesh Wield the work Time to watch Make this mine It is. ~ B.Y. MY POETRY... "B.Y." She stands there In her navy blue cargos, and green shirt Bleach blonde, sort of Dog collar to contrast Piercings you wouldn't believe, Tattoos galore Nails prettily painted While tears of blood fall from her eyes. Not sad... or happy... Or crazy for that matter Just calm and constantly thinking. A critic, an artist, a hypocrit, a poet, a punk. My friend. ~ j.f. (Untitled) So many questions Needing to be answered. ... bothersome ... Realization of people How they really are ... denial ... A year and a half Questions and comments ... stupidity ... Ashamed of them Thinking.. me?? ... insane ... The fear of maybe The fear of knowing. ~ j.f. (Untitled) Once a year Twice last month Starting at the left Creeping up and around Tremendous pain follows Reading is out of the question Answers are unknowingly made All around my vision Loneliness overcomes Knowing things are there Paranoia breaks Pain is excruciating Passing out is a desire. ~ j.f. * if you were wondering who "b.y" is, MY first poem should explain it. If you still don't understand.. she is a great friend of mine. Her and i hang out alot. I admit, she is a unique one, which i am glad to have met first. This poem section was dedicated to her, but, i've had comments.. thinking those poems were mine. Unfortunately they are not. But, to compromise and make everyone happy, i have added some of my own poetry. Once i get the jist of all this webpage stuff, i'm hoping i'll be able to have different pages for my friends, family, pics, poetry, art work... etc. Until then, this will have to do. So, if you are interested in any of those categories i've listed, keep in touch for future updates. ~ thanks | Poems... | |||||||||||||||||||
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Well, as you can see, this IS the first webpage that i have had. It isn't all that great. If you have gotten this far on my page, then i am greatly flattered.. :) and so i thank you for taking your time to read/look over it. Hopefully you will continue and read my 'quote of the week'. SO, everyone take care, and i'll be back next week to update some more. Quote for the week: "The only difference between humans and animals, is that we have the ability to fool ourselves into thinking that we're not". ~ Russell Kapity "Paranoia is just reality on a finer scale" ~ Philo Gan " became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity" Edgar Allen Poe *** yes, it's been awhile since i've updated this. . alot have things have been happening in my life lately. good and bad. so.. my apologies to my viewers/readers. but.... i will return. *grin* | |||||||||||||||||||
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